I know that I only have a few more months left. . but right now I feel so overwhelmed with work and it is getting hard to see the end! School is filled with so much busy work that some days does not make any sense. School is kind of a strange inner conflict because I love learning but only from really great teachers like ones whom I have been lucky to study from in the past. This semester is just a lot of classes that take up a lot of time. . .
But on top of that I am in three different music ensembles at school and I need to be practicing at least 3 hours every day to keep growing musically and prepare for my recital on April 18th.
. . . Yet more important then all of my complaining with moaning and groaning. . . I know how lucky I am. I am grateful that I do not have to work full time in addition to being a full time student to support me financially. I know I am blessed to even be getting a degree and finishing it in four years. I just finished studying abroad in Germany. . .
Some days it is hard for me to stop complaining, it is hard for me to get my head out of the mess with everything that is "not right" in my life. When I really should focus more on the good in my life, and all of the things I can reflect on that will encourage me to constantly be doing better. With that said, I probably should get back to studying for my three wonderful test!!
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